The demise of the beatiful green flower

I looked at her, her life in my hands,I smiled at the thought. She was bound to the wall and a weapond of torture was in my hands. I had planed to give her everything that she has given me. She cried and screamed and pleaded for mercy but I ignored it. So, you ask for forgiveness now? It humored me to see her like this. Someone once so strong,so amazing, and selfreliant now depended on me to spare her life. But, the question is should I? But, it wasn't always like this. Raychole and I were once friends, best friends. It was that one day, the day she crossed the line. It was the time of year where the ice crystals cascaded down from the heavens and greeted our senses with their bitter touch. I looked at the frozen ground to where those beautiful and gracious flower once stood. But now they lay on the ground wiltered and dying.I was standing at the front door of the school waiting for Raychole. She was brillant, she was everything that I wanted to be pretty, popular, and had lots of money. I still don't understand to this day why she wanted to be friends with me. I was nothing, I really wasn't pretty, I wasn't popular and my fincal situation was not that greatest.I looked at her in amazment as she walked toward me. How could you not ? I mean look at her. She had the prettiest wine red hair I have ever seen in my life, with precing green eyes. I could die a happy girl just looking in her intense eyes. Eventhough I also had green eyes, it was something special about hers. I could really see her soul. She might have not been perfect but she was to me. " hey nick" Raychole said loudly. Her voice shattered the cold I once felt ever so greatly. "hey" I said back. " you ready to go she asked". "sure" I said. " oh wait, we can't I said that I would go to the pep rally with Jessica and the girls". I hated Jessica and the girls, they were Raychole's other group of friends. They were the girls that everyone hated and no one would say it, except for me I told Jessica and her group of so called friends that I hated them everytime we came into contact. I would only hang out with them because of Raychole, she was my best friend so I would still love her no matter what or if she hung put with the wicked witches of our high school." come on do you have to go" I asked. " yes I promise" Raychole stated. "you can come if you let besides you never support the school". I wished I would have never agreed to come to that thing. That was the inton thing that broke up our friendship.I had never knew that Raychole would be like that. We walked together arm in arm to meet the wicked witches of the west. Jessica spotted us immeditly. She had a annoyed look on her face. I knew she didn't like me. She just hated the fact that I was with Raychole. She did't even like that we were friends. When we were face to face, Jessica said hi to Raychole and nothing to me. I thought that she would be at least civil but now I see that she will not. "hi Jess" I said nonchanlantaly. " oh hi Nicole, what are you doing her, I know how you hate sports of any kind". " Ha ha funny girl" i said sarcaastly. " come on you two" Raychole said. As we walked to The court yard were the rally was to be held, I noticed something different about Raychole. She has picked up some of the witches maneriscims. she would talk about boys and act like a sob.Plus she walked with the witches instead of walking arm in arm like we would always do. She left me behind for those girls. suddenly her perfection in my eyes started to demince. Her beatiful green perfect eyes were shaded with a small flim of gray, what has happened to my beatiful perfect girl? Has she been corupted by the witches? No she not,Raychole is too smart and PERFECT. The walls of my heart began to tighten at the thought she was the only perfect person in the world. I could not believe this so I let the idea escape from my head. "wow" look at this place" Raychole said louldly. " everone in the school must be here" jessica stated. " I wish I wasn't here" I said. I hated crowds. Especially when I was with Raychole, I hated the idea of someone getting more than a yard close to her, except for me. I grabbed her arm, "lets go" I said. "No we just got here"she said cheerfuly. " come on I don't feel right". " why are you being a loser" jessica said. " oh wait I forgot you are". "shut up witch" I shouted. The once lould courtyard got quite. " are you going to let her tallk to me like that Raychole , i'm your best friend, I screamed with warm tears falling down my cold face. " but you are" Raychole said. "what" I said. " please dont do this to me nick, your acting like a werido". Raychole has never said this to me in our nine years of friendship. This is how I always acted,it has never been a problem but now it is. My heart broke in a million pices, my body grew limp,. " is that how we are now Raychole" I screamed. I looked at her and stared to cry, I ran off the field. My body seemed weightless as I ran. When I got home I ran to my room. My family asked what is wrong with me but I did not answer. I just stared at the wall and thinked. What should I do, can I let her do that to me. I will get my revenge. I thought about what I could do. She deserved everything I could convice in my mind. She has made enimes with the wrong one. Out of all people me her best friend. I grew mad with ideas of torture. I knew exacly how I was going to do it and when. The next day at school I saw her with her friends, laughing, playing. Out of the corner of her eye she spotted me looking at her. She walked over to me. " hey Nick, i'm sorry about yesturday, I didn't mean to say that to you like that". I looked at her sad beatiful green eyes. Should I forgive her? She said sorry like an angel but acted like a devil. Was this apology real or fake? I just looked at her there was no words. "I love you" I said. And walked away. I did not have the courage to look back at her. For I knew the blank stare she would've gave me. And for this moment I could not take it, I cared about her to much. I still had to carry out my plan, I could never forgive her for what she has done. She broke me and now its my turn to do her. After lunch I waited til all the students went to their classes and the hall way was cleared. I knew since she had a free period she would go to the libruary. I followed her there slowly making sure that she didn't hear a single step I took. When she reached the door I hid inside the connecting hallway. When I sensed that she was inside the libuary. I stood next to the door and out of the corner of my eye saw that she was sitting peacfully reading a book. I walked into the empty libruary. "Hello Raychole" I said. "What are you doing here" she asked." I just wanted to spend some time with you, talk to you, but i'm I to much of a werido to?". " I thought I said I was sorry, you know I didn't mean it "Raychole said. " but no you did" I said. "I don't have time for this" she yelled. "what is wrong with you, i'm sorry I don't want to be your girlfriend, i'm not gay". "WHAT,what are you talking about" I said. "everyone knows that you are in love with me and i'm not gay, because of you when we first came to high school everyone thought I was,you ruined me, I tried to be your friend but I can't, I can't believe I even apologized to you, I was just telling the truth". She said in an angry voice. I looked at her my hands shook with anger. I suddlenty ran over to her and grabed her, I put my hands over her mouth to muffle her gut wreching cries. I then draged her to the back of the library and into the backroom where left over books are held. I pushed her up against the wall, and grabed the chains that were around the lock of the book closet. And put the chains around her arms and put it through the metal loops on the walls. She looked at me with tears in her eyes. I turned around to get the knife out of my bag. I suddently started to think about all the times I had with Raychole. Can I really kill the girl I love? But after everything we had been through. If she dies all of my hope in the world will be lost, but she is not even the same person anymore. Why would she do this to me? Then all of a sudden frustion got the better of me I could no longer debate myself, my mind could not simply take it. I turned around and started to scream at her. "You were perfect, no we were perfect together, after all this time how could you let some retarded people change your opinon of me?". She wimpered something and I yelled "tell me, tell me why, you know I love you, why don't you love me?, I was perfect for you, you were all the things I thought I knew, you were the only thing that was pure and right in the world, when we were together everything was right, why can't we just be?". She looked at me with rage in her eyes. "Answer me?", I could no longer wait for her answer. I looked at the knife, the sharp, smooth blade mocked me. I finally decided to do it. Out of no where a large book came towards my face. I fell to the floor. I felt hard leather on my face, I could barely open my eyes,but when I did all I saw was volume 20 repeatly comming down on my face, 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20 20. Red ribions started to fall down my carmel brown face. My once bright green eyes were covered with red. The feeling in my face stared slowly leaving me as did my whole body. When I opened my eyes for the last time I saw Raychole on top of me.